Psychotic attraction Alois x reader part 3

The previous night was a blur. You know you'd lost yourself to a psychotic boy...but it wasn't bothersome at this point. You'd lost everything...what was your innocence at this point? You woke up, holding Alois close beside you. His arms were tightly gripping you, hugging you tightly.

Claude made his way into the room, opening the blinds, pouring tea,just as a butler should. He had a face painted on, it was obvious he had known what had happened last night.
Alois awoke, smiling to you, then giving a grin the Claude.

"Claude...dress us." Alois looked at you once again. "Or..wait...should we bathe..." He began to laugh. He couldn't stop. "Oh Claude...last night was one of legend! You should right a book on it! Olé...!" Alois jumped from bed. "Yes." He looked serious. "Leave us...we need to wash up...and there's no need for you to see her...she's mine. Get out."

"Yes, your highness..." Claude exited the room. Alois signaled you to follow him to the bath.
He helped you into the tub, he held on to you, admiring your body, just as he'd done the previous night.

"Was it fun? I remember you blacked out...you didn't even stay awake long enough for my climax...how rude was that..." He placed soap on you, rubbing your breasts, neck and all over. "I'll forgive you this time..." He smiled, closing his eyes, seeming in utter peace.
"But if you ever do it again...I can't say I'd let you live."  Your heart skipped a beat. Was he in love? Or was this solely a type of psychotic attraction?

"I understand." You understood, your body understood. One night with him, and you had already began to feel entirely unattached to the reality of yourself. There was something changing about you...

The bath was soon ended, followed by a breakfast, which was accompanied by three men, all identical, also butlers, a female with long bluish hair. You immediately were repulsed by her...this manor, the Trancy manor...it had a feeling of discomfort all over it. Would you lose your mind enough to tolerate staying here?

Claude, Alois, the three men and the female...they all made you feel uncomfortable.
Would you? Would you go crazy? You hoped so.